What happens when the person who you spent four months crying over suddenly tells you they've loved you all along. This person has failed to communicate these words directly across but hints it in every other aspect. This person reminds you that he/she is just as confused as you are.
What happens?
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Enough is Enough
My desire to blog is back. I figured that I might get too personal here or it'll become my substitute diary but hey, this could be step one for Censorship. ACTUALLY the main reason I'm back is that I've been reading the blog of one of my friends lately and it sort of bugs me to see how much emotion they are going though and I guess I write this in hopes that this person might one day look over and see that I've been the incognito friend all along.
Oddly enough I probably should be cramming for my last AP test that's on Friday but...*oh well*
Strangely enough the person that I aim this towards is the person I seem to have never reached out to. Let's go one step forward: this so-called "friend" is a guy who one could describe as more of an acquaintance. And he's pretty much facing what I went through...the last and first time I had posted up something here! :P Well anyways, part of me says that I should try to dig deeper into his emotion since I can very well relate to him. The other part of me says to stay out of it because analyzing a boy's emotions might be just as complex as the time I had to dissect that gross frog in my Freshman Bio class...
Aside from relating to him, I have so many suggestions for him but once again the fact the me and him aren't cool in that sense kind of intimidates me. I would also definitely suggest a good friend of mine named Jesus. Sure it'd seem like the "typical Chrisitian" thing to do, you know, "Hi, I know you're feeling pretty low right now and all you need is Jesus!! *insert cheesy smile here*". Honestly he could really use some Jesus with all that emptiness he's feeling. But as "they" say, I'm just sayin'. Such a fine young man too and yet he's beating himself up over what might be the most common experience amongst teenagers : The Breakup. [>.<]
Now, to my precious sleep and awakening to the day-before-my-AP-exam.
Oddly enough I probably should be cramming for my last AP test that's on Friday but...*oh well*
Strangely enough the person that I aim this towards is the person I seem to have never reached out to. Let's go one step forward: this so-called "friend" is a guy who one could describe as more of an acquaintance. And he's pretty much facing what I went through...the last and first time I had posted up something here! :P Well anyways, part of me says that I should try to dig deeper into his emotion since I can very well relate to him. The other part of me says to stay out of it because analyzing a boy's emotions might be just as complex as the time I had to dissect that gross frog in my Freshman Bio class...
Aside from relating to him, I have so many suggestions for him but once again the fact the me and him aren't cool in that sense kind of intimidates me. I would also definitely suggest a good friend of mine named Jesus. Sure it'd seem like the "typical Chrisitian" thing to do, you know, "Hi, I know you're feeling pretty low right now and all you need is Jesus!! *insert cheesy smile here*". Honestly he could really use some Jesus with all that emptiness he's feeling. But as "they" say, I'm just sayin'. Such a fine young man too and yet he's beating himself up over what might be the most common experience amongst teenagers : The Breakup. [>.<]
Now, to my precious sleep and awakening to the day-before-my-AP-exam.
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