SAT; Let's GO!

UHHHHH SATs are tomorrow!!
I should be looking over my study books...
so I'll make today's post kind of short and simple, for YOU the lone stranger who actually reads this :)
--Today was a great day at school, my math teacher gets a little more confident in me each day, a LITTLE...my AP Human Geography teacher told us stories for a whole period in which I fell asleep in the last 10 minutes, apologized and he said he didn't care (woo!)...my English teacher was out and we had a super nice SUB & I tried to sleep in there as well :D...Physics class was the same as it usually was, I fell asleep but seldom and briefly...gym was gym, we jogged in Fort Greene park, it was a nice day for a plain old walk...chorus was great, we're trying to nail down major, minor, melodic+ harmonic minor scales and my teacher was in a great mood...spanish was alright, she's the only teacher really trying to make us work hard...U.S. history was good, we reviewed for a final next week...and sociology was the same, I fell asleep here and there. I got home and I slept for a good amount of time, showered and here I am :)

Good luck to anyone taking the SAT tomorrow morning<3

What do you say...

How about tonight,
you and me,
we go find some grass
& just lay.
Simply lay and of course
we won't forget the bug spray. We can just lay.
We can talk about the future
& just forget about today.
We can talk about our problems
how sometimes things just don't go our way.
I want to just lay
I want to forget confusion and forget the disarray.
I want to find a playground so that you and me can play.
We can find a beautiful night harbor
or just hang out by the bay.
So, what do you say?
How about you stay here forever...just stay.
We can watch the stars twinkle and the grass sway.
How about we start now, don't delay
We'll carry on forever without worries of clichés.
So what do you say?


--------I'm caught in a wave of thought.
*I got a new coffee maker! :D *

Serene & IN between~

The sun is still high in the sky but it's definitely getting ready to set.

I looked at the last post briefly, read I said something about coffee and then I remembered: I CANT MAKE COFFEE AT HOME ANYMORE!! the coffee pot cracked so it'll be a while until we get a new one. *Sigh* Oh well...I'm sure one won't just fall out of the sky...that one will break too!!

I met with my college advisor today and left on a good note. The schools I should check out are pretty good! And NYU was on the list ♥ *My dream school!* When she looked at my major-interests, she saw Christian Studies and said, "So you have a Christian background?" and I replied, "Mhm!" and she sort of reluctantly said, "Are you very Christian? Like, you go to church.." and I smiled. "Yes." That made me laugh..."very Christian". Goes to show the views people have about it. All this talk about college and SATs makes me feel..OLD. :/ I'm growing up people...I'm growing up.

Nation of Procrastination

YES.
I just stopped writing my sociology paper that's due technically today to write on this blog. Why? Because I must share with you that PROCRASTINATING IS BAD AND UNHEALTHY.

Oy vey :( I will need a lot of coffee when I wake up!

But I can say that I'm happy. I realized that God is great. I mean, I always knew so, I'm just letting you know that i remembered that God is great because I was feeling very under the weather for the most part this weekend, which is why I didn't finish this essay for sociology earlier. I literally have one paragraph to go but again...here I am, blogging.

I really hope I don't get carpal tunnel syndrome like my pops. Except he didn't get it from typing. ALRIGHT! off to paper land so I can go Mimis like us hispanics say ;)<3

OH & by the way? I'm not in love. Nor i like. I'm in the process. :P

Looking back on where we first met...

"I can not escape and I can not forget, baby you're the one, you can do no wrong, you can make me whole again."

This song is called Whole Again originally by Atomic Kitten but redone by Play. This used to be my anthem song in my elementary school days...goes to show how the concept of falling in love has been implanted in me since I was a younger kid. I believe that all women go through their "I'M IN LOVEEEE!!!!" stage but I don't know if it's a blessing or a curse to have myself experience that feeling so constantly. I guess it all corresponds to who the feeling is felt towards.

That's enough talk of love for the morning. I have a sociology research paper due Monday and I certainly should be working on it. Something that's worth mentioning: Don't ever give up. Don't ever forget that you have an enemy out there trying to attack you're emotions and get you at your weakest moments in life...don't give up.

One of my friends has my poetry book at the moment and I think I want it back around now :) My mind is bubbling with inspiration and looseleaf won't do right now. One last word: MUSIC. It's a collaboration of all sorts of notes and chords, flats and sharps , that make every day a little better. Thank God.

Teenage Irony

What happens when the person who you spent four months crying over suddenly tells you they've loved you all along. This person has failed to communicate these words directly across but hints it in every other aspect. This person reminds you that he/she is just as confused as you are.
What happens?

Enough is Enough

My desire to blog is back. I figured that I might get too personal here or it'll become my substitute diary but hey, this could be step one for Censorship. ACTUALLY the main reason I'm back is that I've been reading the blog of one of my friends lately and it sort of bugs me to see how much emotion they are going though and I guess I write this in hopes that this person might one day look over and see that I've been the incognito friend all along.

Oddly enough I probably should be cramming for my last AP test that's on Friday but...*oh well*
Strangely enough the person that I aim this towards is the person I seem to have never reached out to. Let's go one step forward: this so-called "friend" is a guy who one could describe as more of an acquaintance. And he's pretty much facing what I went through...the last and first time I had posted up something here! :P Well anyways, part of me says that I should try to dig deeper into his emotion since I can very well relate to him. The other part of me says to stay out of it because analyzing a boy's emotions might be just as complex as the time I had to dissect that gross frog in my Freshman Bio class...

Aside from relating to him, I have so many suggestions for him but once again the fact the me and him aren't cool in that sense kind of intimidates me. I would also definitely suggest a good friend of mine named Jesus. Sure it'd seem like the "typical Chrisitian" thing to do, you know, "Hi, I know you're feeling pretty low right now and all you need is Jesus!! *insert cheesy smile here*". Honestly he could really use some Jesus with all that emptiness he's feeling. But as "they" say, I'm just sayin'. Such a fine young man too and yet he's beating himself up over what might be the most common experience amongst teenagers : The Breakup. [>.<]

Now, to my precious sleep and awakening to the day-before-my-AP-exam.