Well, that would be a great conversation starter but it's too bad that I don't even know how to answer that question. I find myself in that position more than enough times. I wish there was a way to tell the other person, "I want more SO GIVE ME MORE." without sounding rude or demanding. But we can't leave our needs and wants left untended, we can only do so for so long. You also can't make someone else feel a certain way...you also can't lower your own standard...don't go looking for gold in muck, you'll just get stuck and left there to sit in you're own untimely and unneeded desire.
^^ Did that make sense to you? I wouldn't be surprised if it didn't, it didn't very much to me.
Anyways. My day; it was alright. I took my U.S. History Regent, I went home, went back to school to get my senior picture taken, then back home. I played my guitar for a bit, baked cookies and then went to church. I had a decent time there but my heart was left a little tipped to the side. I would say it's because someone gave a it a little nudge but left it like that, didn't bother put it back in place. But they don't know they did that, they're oblivious to emotion sometimes, so it seems. I left church, went to the supermarket and bought chocolate and marshmallows. I got home, sat with my family, then I went to my room to make an important phone call. The phone call turned out to be nothing. I might as well have called this person and said, "Hey, I'm going to be a clown for the rest of my life and walk on a tight rope for a living" and they would have said, "Well alright then." So yes, that left me quite annoyed. I went back to the yard, had one smore and said it was enough. I had a good time with the parentals and the sister and her bf. Now I'm in my room. Woo.
I sound way more "down" than I should be. Damn. Hope I'm not PMS-ing, now THAT would suck! Haha? Yeah, I don't know. Until next time.
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